Come together

Things have been quiet the last couple of days. Quiet all the way around my on the surface normal life.

Now facing a weekend with family visit, a lot of lovely food, cozy come-together spirit and relaxing. That’s what I need. Hopefully things turn out that way… you never know…

Anyway – I’ll do my part J And I really look forward to the family visit, always really nice – also for the kids.

Do you remember?

Sweetie…you asked me if I remember… of course I do – what a question!

Let me ask you – do you remember…?

I'm in the mood for dancin', romancin'

Ooh I'm given' it all tonight

I'm in the mood for chancin'

I feel like dancin'

Ooh so come on and hold me tight

Dancin', I'm in the mood, babe

So let the music play

Ooh I'm dancin', I'm in the groove, babe

So get on up and let your body sway

 Do you know that song? It really gets you in the mood…Well let’s take a slow one…

…is dancing with me cheek to cheek

There's nobody here, it's just you and me, It's where I wanna be

But I hardly know this beauty by my side

I'll never forget, the way you look tonight

 So sweet… have you seen the movie? But…now we are close, I have to admit something…

I've been alone with you inside my mind

And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times

I sometimes see you pass outside my door

Hello, is it me you're looking for?

 Also a slow one, with a voice as silk…but I’m not finish confessing…

I look at you and I fantasize

You're mine tonight

Now I've got you in my sights

With these hungry eyes

One look at you and I can't disguise

I've got hungry eyes

I feel the magic between you and I

 Also from a movie, as sweet as the other one… speaking of eyes…

Sexy eyes, moving 'cross the floor, couldn't want for more, sexy eyes

Sexy eyes, getting down with you, I wanna move with you, sexy eyes

I got up and took your hand and we both began to dance to the music

Ooh your magic cast a spell, it didn't take long 'til we fell and we knew it

No more lonely nights for me, this is how its gonna be

  

 An old song… not sure the band exist anymore… let’s take another one of their hits

Look into my eyes and give me that smile,

the one that always turns me on

And let me take your hair down,

'cause we're stayin' up to greet the sun

When your body's had enough of me

And I'm layin flat out on the floor

When you think I've loved you all I can

I'm gonna love you a little bit more

 …are you still hanging on??  okay, I’ll slow down…you know, sono una sognatrice, so the next you know for sure…

Sweet dreams are made of this

Who am I to disagree?

I travel the world

And the seven seas--

Everybody's looking for something.

Some of them want to use you

Some of them want to get used by you

Some of them want to abuse you

Some of them want to be abused

 After a long night…

The morning light caresses your face on my pillow

You’re still asleep and you're so beautiful

I’m so proud that I lie right beside you

My bed, my sheets, you and me, so suitable

You give me the best of you, and I wanna give you the best of me

I know that to two of us together we are meant to be

I adore you, my body’s calling for you

I feel like I’ve come home when I’m with you

You’re so beautiful

I just thought you ought to know

This is original

I never felt like this way before

And now I’m waking up with you

I can't believe that this is true

You’re so beautiful

 Well to tell you the truth:

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover

I'm a child, I'm a mother

I'm a sinner, I'm a saint

I do not feel ashamed

I'm your health, I'm your dream

I'm nothing in between

You know you wouldn't want it any other way

Just when you think you've got me figured out

the season's already changing

I think it's cool you do what you do

and don't try to save me

The Spirit

You heard my prayer

And calmed my worried heart

Let me take you on a journey

I have so many songs in my head right now. Songs describing my situation and feelings. Let me take you on a journey in the universe of Eurythmics.

Listen to the music

How many sorrows
Do you try to hide
In a world of illusion
That's covering your mind?
I'll show you something good
Oh I'll show you something good.
When you open your mind
You'll discover the sign
That there's something
You're longing to find

The miracle of love
Will take away your pain
When the miracle of love
Comes your way again.

Cruel is the night
That covers up your fears.
Tender is the one
That wipes away your tears.
There must be a bitter breeze
To make you sting so viciously
They say the greatest coward
Can hurt the most ferociously.
But I'll show you something good.
Oh I'll show you something good.
If you open your heart
You can make a start
When your crumbling world falls apart.

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
I travel the world
And the seven seas,
Everybody's looking for something.

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused.

No one on earth could feel like this
I'm thrown and overflown with bliss
There must be an angel
Playing with my heart
I walk into an empty room
And suddenly my heart goes boom
It's an orchestra of angels
And they're playing with my heart
(Must be talking to an angel)

No one on earth could feel like this
I'm thrown and overflown with bliss
There must be an angel
Playing with my heart

And when I think that I'm alone
It seems there's more of us at home
It's a multitude of angels
And they're playing with my heart

I must be hallucinating
Watching angels celebrating
Could this be reactivating
All my senses dislocating
This must be a strange deception
By celestial intervention
Leavin' me the recollection
Of your heavenly connection

Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion
I want to walk in the open wind
I want to talk like lovers do
I want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you

So baby talk to me
Like lovers do
Walk with me
Like lovers do
Talk to me
Like lovers do

Now you know my story

I really have to take a very deep breath at the moment! More than once a day! Problems are raging and my shoulders starts feeling too small now! My head is spinning and even though they say a woman can keep 10 different things going at the same time, I’m not sure it’s the case here! –And problems at home are only occupying one half of my brain – the practical part! The other half is busy handling my emotions after my mail to you yesterday. Was telling you everything wise? Previous I have been so determined not to tell you until it was possible face to face. What happened to all those arguments?

You probably think I’m a complete idiot! And I don’t blame you. My story is a mess from a to z – and you’ve only heard a bit of it. Maybe that’s also one of the reasons that I would tell you face to face – to watch your reaction. This kind of silence is killing me! –you know that! Either you haven’t read my mail yet, or you do not know what to say, or you just don’t want to talk to me again… God forbid the last one!

Anyway now you know my story – even though only in headlines.

Finally weekend

It’s been tough the last 10 days at home. Personal problems in the family, and I have been the only one who could stay focused. Maybe because I after all these years have become a bit cold and learned to distance myself. I don’t get so emotionally involved any longer, and this is important. It saves me from a lot of concern  and anxiety. –And makes it possible for me to take care of the ones I love.

To think of all the beauty in my life, to take a deep breath and think twice, this have become my mantra. –And I’m actually proud of myself J It succeed more and more!! Is it okay to praise yourself?! Yeah, I will proudly bury the Jante Law !! I am really growing J

It’s nice to look out of the window, suck all the sunbeams and know deep inside that the puzzle will be done, bit by bit – by myself…

Music I love

I just love this song, both with and without Tina Turner.Have a break and turn up the volume – follow the link right below:

Listen to the music

Cose della vita

Sono umane situazioni
Quei momenti fra di noi
I distacchi ed i ritorni
Da capirci niente poi
Gia come vedi
Sto pensando a te...si...da un po'



They're just human contradictions
Feeling happy feeling sad
These emotional transitions
All the memories we've had
Yes, you know it's true
I just can't stop thinking of you

No I just can't pretend
All the time we spent could die
Wanna feel it again
All the love we felt then

Confinanti di cuore solo che ognuno sta
Dietro gli steccati degli orgogli suoi
Sto pensando a te
Sto pensando a noi

Sono cose della vita
Vanno prese un po' cosi
Some for worse and some for better
But through it all we've come so far
Gia...come vedi
Io sto ancora in piedi perche

Sono umani tutti i sogni miei
Con le mani io li prenderei, si perchè
What's life without a dream to hold?
Take my hand and never let me go

It's part of life together
But what future does it hold?
Sono cose della vita
Ma la vita poi dov'e

Yes, you know it's true
I just can't stop thinking of you
Questa notte che passa piano accanto a me
Cerco di affrontarla, afferrarla
If our hearts miss a beat
Or get lost like a ship at sea
I wanna remember, I can never forget

Can't stop thinking of you
Sto pensando a noi Can't stop thinking of you
Can't stop

My future Kingdom

The pictures are filling my head

The movies are running through

The music is beautiful and clear

The wonderful symphony  I hear

My luggage is bursting

Memories from many years

Thoughts and feelings – tears and smiles

I have passed thousands of miles

I see the horizon

I feel the air

Independence, liberty and freedom

Will be my future kingdom

You are the breath I'm missing

9 month ago now

but still beautiful

maybe even more...

Storms are beating our head

and bead of melancholy hurting our rest

but since the first day of the verb to be

I've stared your eyes

you've licked my wounds

Who are you?

Who am I?

What is love?

You are the muse of yesterday and tomorrow

and I'm floating on spirit and flesh

you and me

no ties to the world

pieces of heart thrown here and there

looking for freedom and flowering trees.

I'm the green palm of your sunny waterfront,

I'm cedar and ocean and deep,

you are wood and marble and ivory

horizon, trip and uncharted path

We are misunderstandings deceits hypocrisies

I’m the breath you are missing

You are the fist tightening dreams in my throat…



Welcome 2012

A New year – welcome 2012

I need some changes now… I feel like making something new, so how about some bright colors on my blog? The day is getting longer, and the light is slowly returning…

I believe it’s going to be a good year. I’m full of optimism. I’m so close to who I am, closer than for years, and I love it.

Hope you all will have a wonderful 2012