I really have to take a very deep breath at the moment! More than once a day! Problems are raging and my shoulders starts feeling too small now! My head is spinning and even though they say a woman can keep 10 different things going at the same time, I’m not sure it’s the case here! –And problems at home are only occupying one half of my brain – the practical part! The other half is busy handling my emotions after my mail to you yesterday. Was telling you everything wise? Previous I have been so determined not to tell you until it was possible face to face. What happened to all those arguments? You probably think I’m a complete idiot! And I don’t blame you. My story is a mess from a to z – and you’ve only heard a bit of it. Maybe that’s also one of the reasons that I would tell you face to face – to watch your reaction. This kind of silence is killing me! –you know that! Either you haven’t read my mail yet, or you do not know what to say, or you just don’t want to talk to me again… God forbid the last one!
Anyway now you know my story – even though only in headlines.
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