Al Principe dei miei sogni

Time flies at the moment! The last days are like gone with the wind! Therefore I treasure the time I have here by my computer, all by myself, letting the thoughts run. –Only disturbed by my job once and a while… J I’m so lucky to have a job with so much freedom, a couple of deadlines two times a month, and how to manage the work in between is up to me! I know I said it before, let me state it again – I love my job.

I miss your letters! –That’s also said before! What are you doing – where is life bringing you? Are you working, studying or travelling? What happened last year, why didn’t they want you back as planed? I still have so many questions… -Still having so many mixed emotions… Anyway, I read an Irish saying on Janice's Blog and guess what, it was one of them you send me J It brought back so many happy memories, and my thoughts started to fly – again. You know sono una sognatice – even though you always called me principessa J I’d like to think I am…You feed my dreams, thoughts, feelings – life… and it really feels empty without you – without your words… But in a particular way… Cause my life is full of joy, love and happiness… What was it you brought…? What is it you still bring…? Compassion - passion…? Is that the right words? It sure brings me a lot of meaning –  wonderful adjectives, if they wasn’t already invented, your species would have done it J

I’m still not sure how to categorize my thoughts and feelings about you. Were you send from above to wake me up? To remind me of true inner beauty? To remind me of the way of thinking deep thoughts – like my father did, like I always saw him? To remind me of a life with much more within? Were you send to remind me of my own beliefs and values? Have I been compromising too much?

I cannot help thinking of the saying:

Which is the case to me! And I’m being reminded of you all the time – everywhere – The music on the radio, which has become our music (!) all sorts of little things, movies, clothes, food… and today the saying on Janice’s blog!



Well, that's me sweetie, sotto il faggio



Today’s dreaming – today’s looking out of the window – looking south – towards the muse of my muse J