I received your mail, it was so nice to hear from you. I really love your words… and I understand the distance between us underneath your words… Of course my situation is much different from yours… Our worlds are very different from each other… makes me often wonder how come I’m so drawn to you… also makes me wonder, weather I am drawn or only fascinated and interested in your way of living… what’s the difference between being drawn to and fascinated by…? Maybe it’s slightly the same…?
Anyway, I won’t know now… maybe never – hopefully someday. Sure, someday…! Someday I will be independent and free, in such an extent that I’m able to understand and read my truly and inner feelings, knowing what’s right and wrong, what I want and importantly do not want… without wondering what other persons want me to want…
I’ll get there. Until then, I will enjoy your words – imagine your life, culture, home and everyday life… Maybe I’ll be able to visit you someday…
Nevertheless I cherish that I’ve met you, cherish your words – and the wonderful time that’s been passing, will not return badly – right?! And if faith will grant us more time together – it will be awesome…
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