Another song in my head :-)

She's just a girl and she's on fire
Hotter than a fantasy, lonely like a highway
She's living in a world and it's on fire
Feeling with catastrophe, but she knows she can fly away

Ohhhh oh oh oh oh
She got both feet on the ground
And she's burning it down
Ohhhh oh oh oh oh
She got her head in the clouds
And she's not backing down

This girl is on fire...
This girl is on fire...
She's walking on fire...
This girl is on fire...

Alicia Keys – Girl on Fire

Yes yes :-)

She is so right - PINK. I love her songs... here is a verse from a new one:

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame

Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned

But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die

Pink - Try

Push all the right buttons

I’m fighting some major infiltrations in my back and neck at the moment – and when I say major, I mean really MAJOR! I cannot come up with any other word right now, but if you think bigger than major – then that’s the size of my problem J

Headache is one of consequences. The feeling of being handicapped is also an annoying consequence. My spine between my shoulder blades feels like a knot – and a big one! No doubt it gives a lot of pain, my right shoulder and arm and the right side of my head, all the way from the backside to my eyes! And probably connected to the pain in my pelvis…

Too much in front of the computer, too little workout and exercise – yes, I know! I have a very bad conscience!

But – I’ve met a magician. A man who can make magic with his hands. Nothing less. He knows where to push, he knows where to pull – and when! He is called a physiotherapist – I’ve met some of his kind before, but no one like him, at all!

Of course it’s not magic. I know perfectly well, I know he is a very skilled and professional person. But I am really so amazed that I consider him a magician. I am so happy to have met him – he has made a great difference to me. I am thankful for those coincidences… to run into people who has a lot to offer, and who knows how to push all the right buttons, both physical and mental.

Enjoy the daily wonders

Such a wonderful time ahead of us. Christmas, a lot of cozy time with family and friends, lovely food, gifts and all the traditions it brings along…

Even though I’m very sensitive at the moment, I am fighting to be present and focusing on my daily wonders – and I am capable of living J

Still have an exceptional male on my mind, and still have some weird dreams… and of course still a lot of confusing questions and mixed thoughts – but never the less – I’m enjoying the season and traditions, Christmas ahead, and as I said before, my daily wonders J

Be Strong

Monday again… it’s been a weekend with lots of mixed emotions and frustrations! Nevertheless I have a smile on my face – the sun is shining – and I have two wonderful kids J basically that’s all I need J

However I know more than ever where my life is heading. It’s scaring. Confusing. But in the end it’ll all turn out well, that’s my hope.

-But the “on and off” pain in my stomach, heart and soul is tuff to deal with. The uncertainty is hard to deal with…

It’s just been such a weekend… “on and off”

Guess deep inside I’m happy it’s Monday – and work is calling…