Patience

I want to have my goal clear in mind

To know it, and where to find

I will not keep traveling this road

Frustrating and with fear in my throat

I want to live and feel alive

Being able to cry or give a smile

But patience is a virtue

And necessary for now – that’s true

It doesn’t make it easier though

And the fear of how things will go

It’s haunting me at night

A disaster running through my sight

keeping focused is the challenge for me

being aware of how it shall be

a life like the birds free in the sky

never questioning feelings or why

taking control to stand up for myself

admitting my place on another shelf